Why do I have everything that I desire?
Why do I live the life of my dreams?
Is it because I am loved by the Gods?
Or is it because I am the Goddess of my reality?
SL.
Sometimes I think,
Sometimes I wonder,
What happens to the rest of the world when I go under?
Does it really stop spinning?
Can I really not rest?
Even if I'm tired,
To whom should I address?
Your Honor, I'd like to sit down,
But why is it that I need your permission?
Who died and made you King?
Because surely a Queen would never do such a thing.
SL.
I decided to make this webpage on Tuesday, May 26th, 2026
Because I was feeling an itch.
Deep within my bones,
Deep within my spirit,
I needed something tangible,
Something that said
"I was here."
So, here it is.
The sound that you hear,
I produced it on my own.
I'm so proud of my mind's digital home.
SL.
Coding is actually kind of fun.
I love the fact that I can just sit at my desk and write all of this.
I love the fact that I built this website.
I love the fact that I did this.
SL.
It's been a minute since I last wrote.
I imagine it'll be like this
As I do forget to code and update.
I love it. When I remember it.
SL.
Something feels strange today.
I feel this way every once in a while.
I wonder what it is, but the answer doesn't always quite give.
Oh well.
SL.
I feel that I'm at the end of a particularly long chapter
That's at the end of a pain and heartbreak filled book.
I've learned many things.
I've sought after
The one thing that makes me swoon.
My life, my purpose.
I feel it all finally sinking in.
This is what all the pain and hardship was for;
So I could rebirth into the person writing this.
It's bittersweet, really,
Acknowledging such a major end.
Sometimes,
A small part of me wishes things could've been different.
But, alas,
This is where we are.
I must admit,
I do look forward to what is to come.
SL.
I keep coming back to this website and I'm just so proud of it.
I'm so proud of the audio, I'm so proud of the design.
Did you know I coded this site?
I'm so creative lol.
SL.
Michael Jackson is very inspiring.
I don't idolize anyone, but Michael Jackson...
Michael Jackson is something else.
His story was, is very spiritual.
The struggle, the pull between two identities;
One as part of a unit, the other as an indivdual.
Having to choose himself knowing that it'll ruffle some feathers,
Break some hearts.
It wasn't easy
But it needed to be done.
He freed himself on that stage in 1984 in front of the whole world.
Freed himself from the chains placed on him by his father.
It's all very spiritual.
He had an ongoing tower moment.
The Devil didn't want to let go,
But God was stronger.
God lived in Michael Jackson,
God spoke through Michael Jackson.
God was Michael Jackson,
Michael Jackson was God.
We are all God,
& God is all of us.
SL.
So, the author's copy of Poetic Affirmations arrived yesterday
& I retreived it from the mailbox today.
Kinda nervous to open it.
I have to make sure this site is ready to go online,
Have to buy the domain,
Have to set the sale price.
A lot of backend work goes into being a business owner.
Oh, also have to make sure the website is formatted for smaller screens.
I'm nervous kind of.
I wonder how it'll be received. Geez,
I feel good though.
Like, I'm not worried or stressed because it just feels like everything is just going to flow.
I like that.
It's taken me years to align with my path and now I have and I just-
Sigh.
I can't even say that it's disbelief because during those years,
I was being prepared for this very moment
& now it's here and I'm just like;
"Here we are, I guess."
Like it's not grand to me, it's just my life.
Two years ago I would've probably been overly excited and losing my mind
& not that there's anything wrong with being excited,
But this is literally who I am now, if that makes sense?
That's the whole point of manifestation, isn't it?
You become the one that can hold what it is that you want
& I am the one that can hold what it is that I want.
So yea, that's why there's no fear or worry or anxiety,
Because I've already been living in this reality;
The reality of the Creator of Poetic Affirmations.
It's got a nice ring to it, yea?
SL.
Ok this is just a test,
I scripted that there will be ten entries per page and I just wamt to ensure that I got it correct.
SL.
Yaaaayyy,
I did it!
SL.